This was supposed to be MY holiday season!
Eleven months ago, I just knew that by this time life would be back to normal. This would be the best Christmas ever.... Nope. Okay there are some good things, I have gotten to see my kids regularly. My kitchen is done. I will get to decorate this year. So, I am grateful for those things, very grateful. BUT! One of my best friends in the world died on Bill's birthday. Another friend is beginning the decent into going to the next life. My heart is so heavy I can hardly stand it. I am trying to soldier on, but somehow, it's just too much. I know it's all a part of life, but it doesn't mean I have to like it. I'm so down I just want to sleep. Correction, I just want to climb into Bill's arms and sleep for days. Steven my nephew is staying with us. Okay his is fine as far as house guests go, but I really just want Bill here. I waited over 20 years to live with my husband, and now I have Ste...