Wasted time.
I got a lot done today, but still not as much as I wanted. How does this keep happening to me? In the morning I'm going to clean as fast as I can then run out to the post office, then pick up John and do lunch.
He wants to go to the Dollar Tree on Grant. Well since he wants to do that, I'm thinking a stop at Uncle Bob's Popcorn. Yea you heard me....CHEESE POPCORN FOR ALL!!!!
I have been thinking. You know I don't feel that old. Even when my body betrays me and doesn't work the way it use too. Or I get all these new found allergies that remind me that I have more life behind me than ahead.
I have to think my only major regret was marrying David. Eleven years I should have been with Bill. I lost those years to a person who didn't give a damn about anyone but him. My kids would have been grown by now. Perhaps being pregnant would not have been so hard if I had been younger and married to Bill instead...
Can you tell this has gone through my head more than once?
Bill and I deserve more time together. Consider what we have done as a couple. In less than a year we lost all of our parents.
We spent years dragging our poor daughter into eye surgeries. Taking Glen to every so called "expert' trying to get him to talk. Car wrecks, household issues....it doesn't end.
Thank God I went through that with Bill. David would have been useless.
When my Grandmother died and my heart was breaking, I asked David to stay close I needed him. The asshole promptly jumped on his bike and disappeared for over 10 hours. It took me YEARS not to be upset about that. YEARS! He knew how much my Grandmother meant to me and still left me alone with Lois.
Yep, it took years to get over that.
So with nearly 53 years behind me I have to tell you that is my biggest regret wasting those years with a man who I only had one thing really in common with. I loved him, and HE loved him. Come to think of it, no one loved him like he did. LOL
Well that is that.
He wants to go to the Dollar Tree on Grant. Well since he wants to do that, I'm thinking a stop at Uncle Bob's Popcorn. Yea you heard me....CHEESE POPCORN FOR ALL!!!!
I have been thinking. You know I don't feel that old. Even when my body betrays me and doesn't work the way it use too. Or I get all these new found allergies that remind me that I have more life behind me than ahead.
I have to think my only major regret was marrying David. Eleven years I should have been with Bill. I lost those years to a person who didn't give a damn about anyone but him. My kids would have been grown by now. Perhaps being pregnant would not have been so hard if I had been younger and married to Bill instead...
Can you tell this has gone through my head more than once?
Bill and I deserve more time together. Consider what we have done as a couple. In less than a year we lost all of our parents.
We spent years dragging our poor daughter into eye surgeries. Taking Glen to every so called "expert' trying to get him to talk. Car wrecks, household issues....it doesn't end.
Thank God I went through that with Bill. David would have been useless.
When my Grandmother died and my heart was breaking, I asked David to stay close I needed him. The asshole promptly jumped on his bike and disappeared for over 10 hours. It took me YEARS not to be upset about that. YEARS! He knew how much my Grandmother meant to me and still left me alone with Lois.
Yep, it took years to get over that.
So with nearly 53 years behind me I have to tell you that is my biggest regret wasting those years with a man who I only had one thing really in common with. I loved him, and HE loved him. Come to think of it, no one loved him like he did. LOL
Well that is that.
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